Current mood:

loved

thE voiLinSt oF mAh LifE...
sorry i havent updated lately...actually something came up just last-last monday..

last August 7,2006...

...i met the violinist of my life..

they said that in the eyes of a suicidal person everything is either black or white..

and he's the one who splashed colors in my damn life..

well..he is a nice guy..very nice actually..he doesn't like masokists and wrist cutters(yeah for the first time in my life someone scolded me for cutting my wrists!), he doesn't like smoking and drinking(i'm not too damn sure..) and most of all he's not a man of morbidity(i cant believe anyone could live without morbidity...!)

so we're friends..good friends enough to add kisses in our text messages..

so should i take him for real or just play along like an ordinary player..?

i think i love him but i'm not totally into him..

i flirt alot..do you think i can be serious with this guy..?

do you think i caould be 'stick to one..?'

helpsz...pls...